Monday, November 4, 2013

breath-stained window pane

there walks the old man and his dog
too shy for introductions
I sit idly in my bedroom
the moldy scent of the slanted
shack floor reminds me of my dog
who died in the crawl space
after a row with a snake.
a hole was dug adjacent to
the old well and my dad
dropped her in that Sunday afternoon.
the glass fogs from my breath
I outline her name in the pane
within the "s" I see the old man
gently guiding the elderly dog
across the mossy stones of the creek bed.

in the spring,
magnolia flowers bloom
I climb each limb
until fear takes control.
maneuvering each step,
my eyes pause between branches
where stands the old man and his dog.
a kind smile unfolds across
aged teeth and his eyes
hint at dignity
distilled in golden brown bottles.

we eat honey with
muscadines from branches
and treat the old dog to venison.
we sit under the vines
with soiled seats and grass-stained shoes.
empty mason jars fill
with daily walks and talks
past the strawberry garden
and bee hives.
the old dog lays in the shade
near the hunting shed
until our return.

after easter service
I walk through fields
and woods telling myself
the story of Bluebeard.
down the path near his
house crouches
the old man with his dog.
the old dog comes to my voice
his wrinkled face bumps into
my knee with now vacant eyes.

the night fills with a misty spirit
and the shadow of the old man
and his dog gently glides across
his garage door.
the night is divided by the
piercing cry of gunfire and I
practice drawing his
name across the windowpane.

halcyon hours

Each halcyon hour
discarded by foolish
grins into the wastebasket.
The sunlit afternoons
spent in pine needles
and ginger ale.
Bodies imbued
with love and the
ineffable nature of
words. Each of
us struck the minutes
against the matchbox
and watched
their burning heads
drown in rain puddles.

A dulcet summer taste
hides beneath the tongue.
The scent of rain and soil
beneath our bodies
sweetly knocks at my
door as I walk along the
path. Now I schedule my strolls
and organize my poems
by hours and memories,
seconds and rhymes.

Each halcyon moment
we discarded with
grins among the reeds-
I think of them often.
On nights
when each scar of
the moon is made clear,
I sometimes capture a
fleeting memory in a jar
and tap the glass
until I fall asleep.

Saturday, November 2, 2013

I do not pity the immigrant

I do not pity the immigrant.
he – a wondrous vapor in a whirlwind.
the past is not easily traced
and his future alludes
cynical prediction.
sins are simple memories
fondly revisited
and no one knocks
at the door to collect rent.
his hands leave no print
arms, legs, body, hair
resemble none living near
so he moves slow
between the rows of people
escaping stares
coldly running down the nose.

the park bench is his sanctuary
with an advertisement
in a language both foreign and near
there is not a neighbor
who recognizes the echo of his boots.
no friend knows how
he takes his coffee.
beauty and release
obscurity and facelessness.
I am the immigrant.
I have not yet chosen a favored cigarette.
I smile at everyone I see.
I do not know their
pains, trysts, and heartache.
There are no feuds or bad
blood flowing in our veins.

My knowledge is of bus routes,
cheap hotels
and coffee machines.
My scent and walk
strike a sharp note
in the ears of those
walking two-by-two down
corridors and subway steps
the eyes of others
run down the lines and angles
of my slouching stature
and broad frame.
I am the ex-patriot
who drinks too early
on the comforting steps
of the seven-eleven

I am the immigrant.
I smile at everyone I see.
I have not yet chosen a favorite cigarette
so I will wander, rummaging each pack.